sitting at the rosecranz, nimitz intersection, i looked out my left window. three homeless men stood in the shade of the building that had once been a grocery store. one of the men adjusted one of the others' collars and brushed the shoulders of his fraying jacket. the third man fed some small birds that had begun gathering around his feet. the poignancy of the moment hit me in the chest like a hot ember. then the shifting light propelled traffic forward, and my car moved with the surge. i felt happy and i felt sad. i felt. i felt. i felt. so very alone.